I'm starting to panick for my last paper.
I will conquer my accounting paper.
Oh well, i hope so.
A few hours more to freedom.
Press on.

Econs paper murdered me today, perhaps 'cos i was lacked of revision & confidence. The most i can get's 20/100.
How cool eh?
Forward-module already lah.

Bt on the train to sch before the paper, daddy sms-ed me wishing me all the best for the paper & that 1 sms nearly put me to tears. Felt so loved!
:D
I wanna be daddy's girl forever. Hehe. *um-chio*
Omg, i sound so act cute & childish.
HAHAHAH~ who cares?

Anw, it's been hell long since i last did this..

I love Jesus. I love Popo. I love daddy. I love mommy. I love Ryan. I love Buta. I love carbo Sheryl. I love bra-ther Ed. I love smelly & irritating Mel. I love smelly, chou chou Terrence. I love Darking B1 Esther. I love Sis Ling. I love Uncle Spencer. I love Emily. I love Aubrey. I love Alfred. I love Victor. I love Gong Gong. I love Xiao Fei Zhu. I love Wee Wee. I love my red pillow. I love 4e1. I love DBF o1.

I love everyone who loves me.

PS. The names are in random order! That's why you see the names of my relatives everywhere.


Gotto work hard for Thurs paper before i get my break & start worrying for my results, esp. for Econs.
By the way, i told mommy, if i were to forward module for Econs, i'll rather go over to Aust. to studies.
I'm still thinking if i'm serious.
Bt forward-module for 1 freaking year's no joke leh!

Baby, i love you!
Baby, thank you for everything & i'm so sorry for all my wrong-doings.
I'll stand strong, promise you will too, alright?
For now, let's just concentrate on the main papers.

If music be the food of love, play on.
Give me excess of it, that, surfeiting the appetite,
may sicken and so die.

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO, RYAN!
Bro, tho' at times you may be such a pain in the neck & having me to put up with your never-ending nonsense, i still love you as much and puh-lease grrrrow up!
:D
Muacks~

Happy 2nd anniversary to ChinYasu!!
:D
Baby, thanks for always being for me whenever i needed a shoulder to lie on. Thanks for putting up with my nonsense & stubborness. And tho' we cn't celebrate our anniversary today due to exams, i'm sure we'll have a great time together on the 31st jan, right?
8)

I love my hun.


PS. Just completed topic 14 for econs. 6 topics more to mug within 2 days & buta said it'll be safer if i completed topics 15 & 16 by tonight.
:o
It's already 12.34am!

Exams steal my hours of beauty sleep.
Exams, i hate you, hate you, hate you!
:(

Whee~
Yasu's feeling sooooooooo satisfied & happy today 'cos she found today's Stat's paper do-able!!
Yes, for once, i didn't panick & didn't read between lines.

Shiiiiiiokkkkk lah! Feel so satisfied that Buta's effort & my hours of revision are paid off.
:DD
Yippee ya ya, yippee yippee ya~

Haha, will be dozing off to sleep for a while after dinner before i mug for Econs & Accounting papers!
2 more papers.
HOLIDAY'S NEARING!
Ganbate ne!


As you all know, it's my exam period now so i wn't be blogging much & i promise i'll do some decent blogging after 31st jan, alright?
8)


Anw, here's the superrrrr rrrrrandom poem i wrote the other time.
PS. Every stanza has a different meaning.

The smell of the cool night breeze,
The ticking of the small-faced clock,
The warmth from the lamp,
Watching o'er me.

The silence at this very hour
Leaves me thinking over and over
Again, and again,
Everything that once seemed faint.

Tranquility paints a comlete picture,
As i observe the different contrasting colours.
Awed by the boldness of the artist,
I turned and looked into his grey eyes.

They stopped time.

For me to appreciate that very second
Of no regrets, no hatred, no lies, no torment,
Just truth and freedom.

And i'm searching in vain
For the pair of lovely eyes again...

Had brunch with Buta & his dad today.
Just came home frm the few hours of study with Buta & Sathish.

Half way through studying, we started chatting 'bout everything under the sun, frm the present to the past, frm our best friends to people whom we hardly talk 'bout, Kane (did i get his name right?), etc. HAHAHAH!

Talking 'bout our past made me realise how satisfied & happy i am making the right decision 'bout a couple of years back despite all the gossips, etc.
I'm happy with the way i'm living now, feeling so comfortable with the people around me.

I'm nt being emo lah, it's just that at times, it's good to think back of the past & make yourself feel fortunate, satisfied & happy.

3 major papers coming up & i'll be free by jan 31st!
Shopping for cny clothes, catching up with my dear friends & updating proper soon.

Bear with me.
8)

& oh, i wrote a poem last night, a super, super, super random one. There's no connection between each sentence bt that's the way i am: random. HAHAHAH! & i think that makes my random poem special! Shall post it up soon, too!
;D

Stayyy tunnneeee~

When serious hallucination starts acting up...

Gosh, i cn't believe i forgot to blog 'bout my hubby's 29th birthday yesterday. LOL!


He's always On The Run & we dn't get to spend much time together.


But he's ok with that.


Everytime he comes over to S'pore, i dn't get the chance to catch a glimpse of him in real life. I remember it was mommy's birthday when he came over last year to promote Initial D & when he's here in S'pore right now, i'm in the midst of exams.
-.-"
HUR-HUR.


And that upsets him just as much as it upsets me.
8(
(& i think he looks superrrrr hot, hot, hot in that pic. *gets high!!* ahhhhhhh~ woooooo~ hoooooo~ *faints*)


But still, i hope my missing presence will not affect him from dancing well..


And singing as sweetly as always..


'Cos i'm sure he'll definitely do me proud.


& since he's always so busy and away, the only way we can communicate is through phone calls and thank God, there's what we call mobile phones to prevent estranged relationship.
Think i should be calling him right after blogging.


'Cos he needs my words of encouragement & love.


All the best, Ah Lun.




*balah balah balah bra dah kedahvroooooom*




If only whatever i hallucinate come to life.. LOR!!!!!!!!

Walao~ Damn damn damn bek chek~ No mood to study already lah.
8(
If only Jay cld come again for another round of concert in Feb, i'll pay any sum of money for the best seats. LOL!

Good for those who went for last night's concert & envy those who're going tonight.

I'm such a little gas.
8(

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH!


Loves,
Mrs Chou.

Completed the 10 episodes of Nobuta.
Nice, nice, nice!
:D

Bugged by some irritating smelly to update! LOR!!!~

Oh, just in case you dn't know, 'LOR' is the new 'LOL'.

And according to the ever so kp & irritating Sheryl,


(Her msn nick: Elizabeth Lee Cuiwen is an irritating idiot. LOR!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH)
LOR: Laugh Out Roaring.

LOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~



Picture of the day.


BYE-BYE-cycle.
LOR~

Pics are piling up so fast & i'm so lack of time to update image-heavy posts. & last night i thought of closing my blog.
-.-"

Anw, i flunked ytd's MOB paper. I got everything at the back of my hands, knew everything so well but i wrote in the wrong answers! Wth lah!!
Reasons being my bad habit of speed-reading thus skipping lots of info. & nt answering to the qns, & my 'hidden talent' of reading between lines which eventually made me perceive sth totally opposite from the actual meaning.
:O
Gosh, sounds super profound. LOL!
Literature student cn't go very far in life.

Still, i hope my PBL & participation marks can help pull my grades up. Dn't wanna forward module for MOB. Not worth my time. HAHAHAHA!

So, it's time for a image-heavy post LOR. (LOR, LOR, LOR, LOR, LOL!!)
*inside joke*
:D

Thurs; 3rd jan
Went to attend my classmates' presentations which were so much better than my grp's. But who cares lah, the module's only 2 credits. Not worth so much of our time just for 2 freaking credits!


Love 'em!
8)


LOOK AT CIECIE! LOL!!!!
Picture of the day.





Sat; 5th jan
Dined with my family & Alfred's family at Crystal Jade. After which, we headed over to Alfred's house & that's when Ryan & i decided to stay over since Aubrey & her parents were going back to Sydney the next day.
8(
Time passes so fast when you're enjoying yourself.
All good things come to an end. Sounds soooo cliche.


I screamed & laughed like hell when i tried the OSIM foot massager. So ticklish &... funny?
LOL!!!


=0


Act cute! LOL~







Omg, so many self-shots! LOL! I thought i took some with Aubrey.


Aubrey's mini shorts cn't be seen. HAHAHAHAH!
& i wanna shed that lump of fats frm my fat thighs!
8(((

Tell me how, tell me how!

Anw, i received a surprise call that night just when my cousins & i were gossiping. LOL!

Sun; 6 jan
Ryan & i woke up early, headed home & then off to meet Buta for church.
8)

After church, went over to Alfred's house again.


They spent hell lot on everything. Shiok lah!
HAHAHAH~

Waited for the maxi cab to come over since mommy booked one. Daddy drove Aubrey's parents while my cousins & i cabbed to the airport! Whee~


Lovely cousin! Muacks~
:D




Tgt with Alfred & Aubrey.

The trip was such a long one so boredom made me a retard. AHAHAAHAH!










LOL!!! I cldn't do that if my finger wasn't there.










Ryan.







Reached the airport. Jill came over too. Dined tgt & omg, soon it was time for Aubrey & her family to check in. Alfred will be finishing his NS this July, i think.
I hate to see them go!
8(


Goodbye~

I think this should be all for today. I'll try to update soon!
8)


DBF 01's splitting soon & i dn't want to!
Will miss you guys.
8(

Anw, i'll be meeting Buta to study later.

& on a random note, i'm sooooooooooo loving my blog song & recently i'm so into Mary J. Blige's song, esp. We Ride.
Sings: Just cn't help it, i love my hun. All that i need and all that i want...
Wooohooooo~

Ciao.

I read 100% of the stuff.
Memorised only 30% of the notes.
Spent 85% of my time fidgeting.
& my eyes are 97% closed.

Tell me how can i pass my paper tmr!

Shoot u down, mob paper!
*pew pew laser*

*um-chio*
HAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Hur-hur.
I dn't find it funny, do you?

Sheesh, random.
-.-"

During CRS lesson today, Mel took a superrrrrr dooooperrrrr unglam pic of me so i chased after her, trying to get her phone from her but she kept running ard the classroom. So we played catching & i kept screaming, "MEL!!!!!!!" while she kept laughing damn loudly & running with her phone in her hand. LOL!!

Then, my CRS teacher, Diana said, "Elizabeth and Melissa. 2 of you come and sit beside me."
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAH~ machiam kindergarten kids lah! LOL!!

And i like the classroom we used during crs lesson. It has all the japanese decoration all around, tables, chairs, etc. And... and... It's a nice & huge playground for me!!!
:D
Yippee ya ya yippee yippee ya~

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!


ERRRR-HEMMMMMMM

Ok, back to mugging again.
I cn't get the damn stuff into my head lah! I've been studying the 1st chapter since an hour ago.
Die die also must study 3 chapts by tonight!!!
8((((


Stay tune.

Yasu's currently busy with the last project & stressed with the upcoming papers. Blog will be on a short hiatus but will update now & then if i've got the time.

Happy mugging to all my friends!
;D

A few days time to the first paper.
3 wks more to holiday.
Whee~

Ciao!
loves.

I'm here to make a quick update before MOB lesson starts at 2pm.
8)

Changed my blog song tho' this song's quite old-sch already. But who cares lah~

Aubrey & her parents have gone back to Sydney last night and Sat night was one of the most enjoyable moments spent with my cousins. *coughs* LOL!!

Fri; 28th Dec 07
Went for Metro sales with my family & relatives. Aubrey & her parents spent almost $400 'cos each of them bought at least 5 pairs of jeans since the jeans in Sydney are quite expensive, that's what i was told lah.

After dining, trained back since daddy & mommy had to rush for their cell group.












HAHA! My uncle, aubrey's daddy.

Sun; 30th Dec 07
Met Buta at the station.



Reached church & we took the bus to LE Tampines for combined youth service.



In LE Tamp.,




Shu Xian & i.

After church, Ryan, Buta & i went northpt for lunch. We headed for basketball near Buta's hse after tt.
Went Buta's hse and slacked for a while..


LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*coughs* Looks like a d**k. LOL! But it's not, nt sure what tt is too. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!


Ryan.










LOOK AT BUTA'S GAY SMILE! LOL!!


Another gay pose! HAHAHAAH~






I was pretty tired by then.










8)




That's all for now.

Ta-Ta!
:D

Gosh, i've been so sleepy for the whole day & i'm sooooooooo in need of my beauty slp ok! But i need to poooooooo right after this, & after i get my poo outta my asshole, i need to study a few chapts of MOB before i catch some sleep.
Yes, Yasu's getting down to serious business. DON'T PLAY PLAY!!! Hur-hur-hur.
;D

Shall update proper & reply tags soon.

It's gonna be an image-heavy post bt i'm gonna make it quick 'cos i'm sooo running out of time to study and besides, i've to work on my A1 panels right after this.

So, here it goes..

Tues; 25th dec 07
Spent a wonderful christmas last year. Sounds weird. Last year. LOL! It's like x'mas's just over.
Firstly, we went over to church in the morning since it's our Saviour's birthday & to my surprise, every single seat in the Sanctuary was occupied & it wasn't like i was late alright?!
I reached 5mins before the svc & all the 4 lvls in the Sanctuary were full. Think there were at least 500 ppl lor!!
OMG LAH!
So we had to go to basement 1 to watch the x'mas performance on screen. Aw, so sad lah! I still thought that i was able to watch Kin Onn perform from the Sanctuary.
8(

Anw, the whole performance was excellent, pretty hilarious too!
;)


Buta made sushi for my whole family!
:D
Muacks~






Buta & i.


Ryan & i.

After the service, i stayed behind in church with Buta & Ryan to greet & hug the lovely ppl i know.
8)
I love hugs, esp. tight ones. HAHA! And i got a tight one frm Sis Ling & gosh, it warmed my heart. Hugs are meant to be tight anw.
:D

After hanging around, trained to Orchard with Ryan to meet my parents & my relatives. Wanted to go over to Tangs since Ryan & i have a $30 voucher each bt it wasn't opened! Wah piang! Public holiday sure got more sales one lor! Can earn money also dn't want! You know how big Tangs is! The whole huge building was closed! Dammit! To even think i was soooo excited to purchase sth frm there!
8(
Anw, there's always another chance.



Went Cine & took some neoprints with Ryan, Alfred & Aubrey bt turned out super ugly.
8(

Booked I am Legend tix since there're nt much seats left in Cathay. We watched it in AMK Hub instead.




Aubrey & i.

And another time of cam-whoring..








Got my eyebrows threaded a couple of wks back bt like no diff leh! -.-

Headed down to AMK Hub to catch I am Legend with my family & relatives. I thought the show was good with the cool sound effects and all but many said it wasn't that great afterall.
Wth.
Nvm, as long as i enjoyed the whole thing!
:D

And just before the show, Aubrey & i took neoprints again since we weren't at all satisfied with the previous ones. At least AMK Hub's better than Cine's.
-.-




X'mas kiss for all of you! LOL!









After the movie, rushed home to pack my bag and daddy drove me to Mel's hse for my stayover! WHEE~



Sang Karaoke and wah piang, all the songs were like damn old-school & Mel seemed to know everyone of them. To even think that i thought Guang's already damn retro! -.-" LOL!

Celebrated her cousin's birthday.


Ice cream cake.






Whatever his name is~ HAHAH!




Mel's mom, cousin and Mel's aunt.










Mel & i!


Muacks~


Mel's cousin, whatever his name is~ LOL!



Drank wine, ate cakes. After merry-making, packed the stuff, cleared the karaoke room & headed up to Mel's house for presents time. And to my surprise, i received one from Mel's mom too! Gosh, so nice of her right?!
Thx, auntie! 8)

It was already past 10.30pm byy the time the presents were given out. Rebecca's dad drove Mel & i to the bus interchange to meet Terrence to pass him his x'mas presents! After that, Mel, Terrence & i went over to 925 for supper.
8)
The Smelly's supper. HAHAHAH! LOL!

After supper, bus-ed home & i bumped into my pri sch friend, Tat Zhang!
=00000000000000000000
So surprised to see him lah!!!!


Mel's acting cute. LOL!


And now's my turn.


Mel's cam-whoring too!!!! HAHAHAHAAHAHAH~




The one-line smile. LOL!




Mel didn't entertain me so ..




I continued to cam-whore until.. she finally entertained me!
8))

Had some sort of heart-to-heart chat, gossip & hallucination. LOL! Stayed up till bout 3am, before we caught our beauty sleep. Woke up early the next day to go back to sch & study with Mel, Guang & Phe.

I didn't manage to study much, read through only 2 pieces of paper. LOL!


While waiting for the bus. I looked unglam lah.




Mel.




Phe.


Guang.


Guang's brown Fossil watch and Phe's fake watch. LOL!

Anw, shall go study now. Muacks~
Shall update more soon!
:D

It's already coming 2 years ever since we got together. Perhaps everything started too early, restricting ourselves too soon & not giving each other personal space to breathe. And during times like this, things get rough & we become mentally and physically exhausted.

Buta, last night.. or shld i say this early morning's heart-to-heart chat over the phone was a lil' too much for both of us to handle.
But i thank God at least we've finally said our piece, everything that we didn't dare to voice out previously.
8')
We've gone through so much together & you've been so part of my life. I see you everyday & it's like you're involved in 3/4 of the activities i'm in. And just imagining you only being my best friend & no longer my boyfriend hurts. The way i'm living now will certainly change if our-ever-so-close relationship drifts apart to becoming friends.

This morning, we talked and discussed 'bout what we should do & we were on the verge on letting each other go. I've tasted the instant emptiness and it sucks hell lot.

Buta, i just want you to be prepared for the days ahead. 'Cos i'm sure we'll separate sooner or later, before/after Poly, before/after your NS.. we're not sure.
Of course, there'll be a possibility whereby we'll last till marriage but baby, bear in mind that all good things will come to an end.
It's just a matter of time.
I dn't want us to be like this morning, crying and crying so badly. I want us to stand strong and be mentally prepared for any changes in future.
Promise me, ok?
*hook hook pinkie*

And.. you've been the best boyfriend i ever had. No lie. I thank God for creating all the sweet & sour memories for both of us, making things run miraculously smooth till now. And if, a BIG if, we ever separate in future, let each other go alright? At least we've created wonderful memories together and shldn't brood over it ok? Besides, love is all 'bout sacrifices right?
8)

But for now, i'm still gonna love you, more than before, baby!
:D
And remember that we should respect, trust, give each other the necessary personal space & NEVER to restrict each other.

A brand new year, a better relationship.
Let nature take its course.

I love you, silly boy.
Mmuackss!
:DD